jordan grader

Feb 7

The World is like a ride in an amusement park, and when you choose to go on it you think it’s real, because that’s how powerful our minds are. And the ride goes up and down and round and round, and it has thrills and chills and is very brightly colored, and it’s very loud. And it’s fun, for a while.

Some people have been on the ride for a long time, and they’ve begun to question, ‘Is this real, or is this just a ride?’, and other people have remembered, and they’ve come back to us and they say ‘Hey, don’t worry. Don’t be afraid, ever, because this is just a ride.’ and we kill those people.

“Shut him up! We have alot invested in this ride! SHUT HIM UP! Look at my furrows of worry. Look at my big bank account, and my family. This has to be real.”

It’s just a ride.

But we always kill those good guys who try and tell us that. You ever noticed that? And let the demons run amok. But it doesn’t matter, because … It’s just a ride.

And we can change it anytime we want. It’s only a choice. No effort, no work, no job, no savings of money. A choice, right now, between fear and love. The eyes of fear wants you to put bigger locks on your door, buy guns, close yourself off. The eyes of love, instead see all of us as one.

Here’s what we can do to change the world right now, to a better ride:

Take all that money we spent on weapons and defense each year and instead spend it feeding, clothing, and educating the poor of the world, which it would many times over, not one human being excluded, and we can explore space, together, both inner and outer, forever … in peace.”

— Bill Hicks (1961 - 1994)

Feb 6

Liza Donnelly on Using Humor to Be Who We Really Are

Imagine a drop of water hitting a stagnant pond.  Influence of truth in a good story ripples far beyond what we say.  (Everything in our holographic dreamscape begins and ends in vibration.  This is a vibration based dream we call reality, and anything is possible anytime you choose.  How you speak, the stories you tell, how you interpret sensation, the emotions you feel, and the unlimited spectrum of feelings are all energetic vibration.  

The pond is our field of energy interconnecting the universe. The water is our dream. Every word, feeling, sensation, thought, or action is a drop of water from the dream and impacting the dream simultaneously.  The stories we tell emerge from the dream, mirror us to ourselves, and impact the dream, rippling out beyond our perception.  Remember, while we enjoy telling stories as a tool to help us understand, we cannot fall in love with the storyline or identify with the narrative and models that support belief structures.  

Actually all the drops in your life ripple the same circumstances over and over. While you’re captivated by watching the circumstances you miss the vibration behind each drop of water rippling throughout your dream.  When identifying with the individual ego, separate from all that is, appearances and circumstances affect how you feel.  Actually, it’s the other way around.  The truth is that you are connected to everything and everyone, and everything in dream we call reality is derived from the same fundamental fabric of energy.  Quantum Physicists call this fabric the Zero Point Field, some theologians call it God, and some spiritualists refer to it as The Universe.

See beyond the images and models and access the power of all you are. When you are detached from your identity-based beliefs you watch the ripple effect from the drop of water into the pool to the rippling in your own reality and then throughout your relationships.  Witness the reflection of your internal sensations mirrored back to you when you hear stories and when you tell them.

Feb 6
Ripple Effect and Detached Storytelling
Jan 19
Jan 15

“The Pig of Happiness”  This is Incredible

"I will give you a talisman. Whenever you are in doubt, or when the self becomes too much with you, apply the following test. Recall the face of the poorest and the weakest man [woman] whom you may have seen, and ask yourself, if the step you contemplate is going to be of any use to him [her]. Will he [she] gain anything by it? Will it restore him [her] to a control over his [her] own life and destiny? In other words, will it lead to swaraj [freedom] for the hungry and spiritually starving millions? Then you will find your doubts and your self melt away.” - One of the last notes left behind by Gandhi in 1948, expressing his deepest social thought."

Dec 23
Dec 14

One of My Favorite Examples of Good Media

Written by Brian Toomey, Reposted from Elephantjournal.com

What Would the Buddha Say about Farmville? ~ Brian Toomey

Really imaginary vegetables!

Wow. I am amazed by how online game maker Zynga has made one popular little web app out of Farmville. What is so amazing about a video game? They have managed to rope people into spending roughly two million actual dollars a day on imaginaryvegetables and farm equipment. I wish more small organic farmers were doing that well each year! Along with other online venues like Second Life, they have helped the “virtual goods” market surge past 1 billion dollars a year. I think of it as a sort of post-modern answer to the Dutch Tulip Craze of the 17th century.

I am fascinated by this phenomenon. That is more than 10,000 times the annual budget of the educational nonprofit at Dancing Rabbit Ecovillage, where I live and work!

In thinking about what could drive this I came up with three different explanations, which I thought I would share to strike up conversation.

Buddhist Perspective:

The Buddha is said to have said:

A man established in virtue, discerning, developing discernment & mind, a monk ardent, astute: he can untangle this tangle.

What is “this tangle?” For the Buddha it was the mind, and he taught a system for working through the false attributions, attachments and aversions it tends toward in an untrained state. The key to the untanglment process is mindfulness. Simply being present with loving attention. On the Buddhist view, we have traded in the nourishing actual vegetables for virtual ones because we have failed to train our minds.

Postmodern Perspective:

The French philosopher Jean Baudrillard noted that as we moved from direct agricultural and artisanal production through the assembly line of industrialization to the current informational economy, we have become increasingly divorced from production. The imaginary has so often become “more real” than the original, as with a young child who has a fresh organic watermelon for the first time and notes that it does not taste like a watermelon. Why? Because it doesn’t taste like the lollypop from the bank.

Marx made a similar observation when he noted that over human history we have gone from direct barter, e.g. “I’ll give you some kale for some socks” to letting money intervene. Now, we have to a point where more than 90% of transactions involve no money at all, but are strictly financial. So, in this explanation, the (virtual) road to Farmville was paved by hedge Funds and Epcot.

Gift Economy Perspective:

The French sociologist and anthropologist Marcel Mauss didn’t buy the line of standard economists that people tried to maximize individual gain in every exchange. We are social creatures, and, to put it bluntly, the guy who shows up at the potluck with nothing and eats all the cookies is an asshole. When Farmvile users hop on Facebook, they are reminded that their neighbors have sent gifts, posted bonuses on their walls, and otherwise lent a virtual helping hand. They feel a sense of obligation to reciprocate. On this view, Farmville is feeding a need for gift based reciprocity not fed by the market.

Is Farmville the end of the world?:

No, its not. I myself am sometimes guilty of reading about meditation and exercise more than I actually exercise and meditate. I think some degree of interacting with the symbolic over the actual can be a healthy form of play and relaxation. However, I am concerned about the amount of displacement toward the virtual I am seeing in our culture, and believe that is contributes to the ecological crisis hugely.

What I try to do instead:

Pay loving attention, be grounded in my values and perspective, strive to give and receive only what truly matters, and eat and grow actual vegetables.

Let me know in the comments what you think is driving the explosion in the imaginary vegetables market, and what the causes and implications are.

Brian Toomey is a co-owner of sustainablog’s Green Choices eco product comparison engine, and a resident of the Dancing Rabbit Ecovillage. When he’s not in front of his computer (which isn’t often), he practices meditation, researches Asian theology, and shoots hoops with other Rabbits…


Dec 7
Glance at Social Gaming from Bhuddist, Postmodern and Gift Economy Perspectives

"You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes. You can steer yourself, any direction you choose."

- Dr. Seuss 

Dec 7

"All spiritual practices are illusions created by illusionists to escape illusion."

- Ram Dass

Dec 1